sábado, 3 de noviembre de 2012

Existir es demasiado para mi

Nooo Dx que depresión ;__; Pero sentirse basura es normal, no? NO??
Todos viven sus vidas plenas y felices (o así aparentan que son) y yo me siento basura con saber que algo que NUNCA me perteneció incluso ahora NO ES MÍO. No es muy lógico si no entienden mis pensamientos o siquiera a que me refiero. Pero, tengo que desahogarme y desde tiempos lejanos (? la única forma que tengo de hacerlo correctamente es mediante escribir.


Felicidad, puede ser
Infelicidad, tal vez lo es
Igualmente,
Dolorosamente
El sol siempre brilla
Así, solo por vivir
siento que explotare
Y entonces,
¿por qué esperas todo eso de mi?


lol me recuerda a mi misma esa parte de la canción XD Soy muy idiota.

You're the only thing that makes me want to stay alive...no, you're the only thing I want to remember that has existed in my life. I'm sorry if sometimes I hurt you...but people usually make mistakes. That's the only truth I know. Mistakes are a pity, but there's nothing else in my life. The only one that have survived to that, to my stupid mistakes, that's you. AND ONLY YOU. I want to scream it. If "friends" or the "society" in general remember me that you and my imagination are the only things I really have (and the only thing that will never hurt or forget about me) then I don't want to have those. It's enough with you by me side. That's the only truth in my heart.
If by any chance you get tired of me or you don't want to stay with me anymore, then I'll have to go back to those stupid habits that I've left behind when I knew you.

It's just...that I actually...love you so much...